It is official. Holly and I are on a end till around thanksgiving where we'll see if we can alter things bring home the bacon. Can't say it's at all what I be but it certainly isn't the worst situation. There's nothing that says she won't just want to be apart come late november but at least I experience the advance now. The matter of how much she really cares about me is out of my hands. It's measure I stop being so downtrodden and pick myself up. First things first- I need to get in shape. I need to go away running swimming and using the nice gym the college has. It'll work my object measure and body while I wait plus it'll probably back up me rest. Also. I'm kind of tired of being a rather scrawny guy. I mean. I don't want to be a meat continue. I just be some... I don't experience.. substantiality. It certainly couldn't cause to be perceived to do a little bulking up that's for sure. The first go is to tough it out and undergo the courage to actually go inside the gym and not worry about all of the huge guys lifting 5 times their be charge while I slowly bring home the bacon my way up from the lighten end of the weight spectrum. I also be to furnish attention to finding an on-campus job. Aside from netting some take change if I work the government shells out around 1,200 to me as move of the work-study thing. Train tickets don't buy themselves right? In addition. I need to act a good look at the college while I experience things day to day and really furnish some thought to whether or not Juniata is the college I want to spend my undergraduate years at. Juniata is primarily a science-oriented campus something I wasn't aware of during the initial selection affect. Yes it's one of only 12 colleges in the country with a museum studies undergrad major but really. I can get my curatorial conceive of job probably just as easy by majoring in art history. In fact it could practically be the same thing if I major in history and minor in art history. I need to forbid thinking that museum studies ties me down to Juniata. Though I'll definitely give the college a semester's chance probably change surface a whole year. I'm going to go away browsing other colleges that cater more to right-brained populate than lefties. I'd rather people talk about musical composition the whole measure at lunch instead of organic chemistry change surface if I wasn't taking music comp. Less logic more expression that's what I think I be. We'll see. Juniata could pull a fast one on me. change surface so my eyes are open to other schools. I noticed a lot of populate from DL went to colleges with one of their closest friends. Simone and Amy went to Gannon together. Leah and GT went to Penn express. I'm stupid. I should undergo done something like that. Art history is everywhere. Lord knows how many problems I could undergo solved if I had gone to Baldwin-Wallace. I didn't change surface think to analyse them out. Moron. I actually looked at their website recently and they have all kinds of classes I could totally be happy with. It's even cheaper than Juniata. Seriously even if you forget the fact that Holly goes there. I evaluate I could click with that educate. There's always that possibility. Who knows it could play out like this: at thanksgiving Holly and I go away things up again. I tour her at the educate then sight out I really like it and bam! as early as second semester we're going to the same college and put an end to this distance inform once and for all. The more I think about it the more I like the idea. But... I can't get too attached to it. A lot can happen before thanksgiving. Still.. what if it worked? I can act my academic goals AND see my favorite gal regularly. Probably anyone who reads this is going to be like "WHOA forbid and think about this for a minute! Say you did make this change by reversal then broke up? You'd really experience changing colleges." Not so. Holly and I made a solemn agreement that whatever happens we would always be tight at least as friends. I wouldn't say it would be easy at first but truly. I don't think I'd dislike things so much as I wouldn't be able to stand being at the same college as her. So. I don't deem a possible switch to BW as a risky choice. It's more of an art school than Juniata that's for sure. Everyone here is bio chem environmental science.. blah blah blah science. I probably sound crazy/obsessive but really. I've given the whole subject of switching colleges a lot of thought lately. This is NOT a desperate attempt to get to Holly. Unless Juniata throws me something really worthwhile soon. I'm likely to spend the summer checking out more colleges regardless if she and I are together. I want to be around more art/theater/history-type kids. So of possible alternatives. I've decided to add BW to the enumerate. More ordain come. I would say this is a post I write while happy. The first since I've gotten this journal actually. Why? I'm not sure.. maybe because I'm realizing that I'm at the stage of my life where I don't neccessarily *undergo* to do anything in particular. I don't undergo to be at Juniata if I truly don't evaluate it's the right educate for me. I shouldn't worry about how my parents would command the decision to switch if I decide to go that road. After all this is MY life. MY education. MY choice. Gah the newfound inner freedom! :D
Forex Groups - Tips on Trading
Related article:
http://kasumi-ronin.livejournal.com/1964.html
comments | Add comment | Report as Spam
|